Nobody Said it was Easy, Part II

Dunno why I always humming that song whenever I find a difficult situation. Whether it is because im desperate or just amusing myself. Well, this month is a quite hard month for me. It is about my job. Like I told you before in my last post, my job is a very new thing to me. On the other words, im very blind about everything in a bank. So, my first duty didn’t run well. Many things I don’t know, quite different from what I have learned at training center. On the other days, I’ve made several mistakes that, duuhhh, eventho im new, I know that I may not do that. Because heyy, you work at the bank! One of the biggest banks in your country! It is about people’s money and safety. Haahhhh! I was stressed out at that time. I was thinking very hard, for how I do not repeat that mistake again. I was crying almost every night. Talking to my parents, calling my boyfriend just to calm me down, thank God I have them in my life.

This hard situation also bring me closer to Allah. Yep! I confess that im not a very good muslim. But this time I pray a lot, extra! So human, eh? Difficulties make us closer to Him. I know im wrong but I promise myself from this time I will fix my relationship with Him.

Okay okay, enough for the saddest part, let’s move to the happiest part. Hehehe. Day after day my duty runs better. Still there something I don’t know but people in my office always help me and teach me how to solve it. If every morning I used to worried about my day, this time iss, umm still worrying tho but not as big as before. Alhamdulillah. Second, I finally got my uniforrmmm yeyeyeyyy!! They are very pretty and suitable, Alhamdulillah. And the lassttt, umm no no! Not the last, there will be many many many many happy things come up, aminnn. The last but not least, IT’S A PAYDAY COUNTDOWN!!! *Sing it like “Final Countdown” song* yeap! They payday is about to come, baby! Uwuwuwuwuw im sooo happy and excited, Alhamdulillah.

Thank you Allah for all the difficulties and sadness, they teach me how to survive and knowing that im strong to face this world. They teach me to be closer to You, to appreciate what You’ve given to me. They teach me to love You more. Thank You for giving me the best family in the universe. I always know I have their back, Alhamdulillah. So truly with hardship comes ease, with hardship comes ease :)

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