SOMEDAY

Someday I will live in this place

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Someday I will ride this car

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Someday I will go to this place

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 Someday I will meet this man

or them

I have another current obsessions. Yes! I'm a little bit ambitious during my age getting older. There are soooo many things that I want to do and I want achieve. Call me a dreamer, but call me a fighter also. I'm not that only dream, but I try as hard as I can no matter what. Simple reason why I have those kinda dreams, the reason is my parents. They're not rich, they didn't have a high level aducation, but they have a HIGH PRIDE. So my job now is, I have to work hard for someday I could be the rich person, high level education person, and have a SUPER HIGH PRIDE. Those pictures above are just a few of my billion dreams, I have a lotta dreams to reach and I can't tell ya now. Call me a dream fighter!

♥Beautiw♥

What's Wrong with SYNYSTER??!

Randomly I found the newest pictures of my favourite band, Avenged Sevenfold.

Without Jimmy for sure.

And I found that there's something wrong with Mr.Gates's face.

It seems like he was so fuckin tired and gloomy.

I don't know why, but I hope that there's nothing serious happened.

look at him!

looks little bit tinnier, huh??

Cheer up Mr.Gates!! Love ya!

♥Beautiw♥

Repost: Motivation of Love

Because these words are really good and it actually written in Bahasa, so I won't change any. 

But, it breaks the rules that I've made, that I will write my every stories in English. 

Sorry before x)

Special for everybody who ever felt in love 

 

  1. cinta itu seperti kupu-kupu

semakin dikejar semakin lari
tapi jika dibiarkan terbang, dia akan datang disaat kamu tidak mengharapkannya
cinta dapat membuatmu bahagia sekaligus sedih tapi cinta baru berharga jika diberikan kepada seseorang yang menghargainya
jangan terburu-buru dan pilih yang terbaik

2. cinta bukan bagaimana menjadi pasangan yang sempurna bagi seseorang 
tapi bagaimana menemukan seseorang yang dapat membantumu menjadi dirimu sendiri

3. hal yang paling kejam yang seseorang lakukan kepada orang lain adalah
membiarkannya jatuh cinta
sementara kamu tidak berniat untuk menangkapnya

jangan pernah berkata 'aku sayang kamu' jika kamu tidak perduli
jangan pernah membicarakan perasaan yang tidak pernah ada
jangan pernah menyentuh hidup seseorang kalau hal itu akan menghancurkan hatinya
jangan pernah menatap matanya kalau semua yang kamu lakukan hanya berbohong

4. cinta itu
 bukan 'ini salah kamu' tapi 'maafin aku'
bukan 'kamu dimana?' tapi 'aku di sini'
bukan 'gimana sih kamu?' tapi 'aku ngerti kok'
bukan 'coba kamu gak kaya gini' tapi 'aku sayang kamu apa adanya'

5. kompatibilitas yang paling benar bukan diukur berdasarkan
berapa lama kalian sudah bersama ataupun
berapa sering kalian bersama
tapi apakah selama kalian bersama
kalian selalu saling mengisi satu sama lain dan saling membuat hidup yang berkualitas

6. kesedihan dan kerinduan hanya terasa salama yang kamu inginkan dan menyayat sedalam yang kamu izinkan
sebab yang terberat bukan bagaimana caranya menanggulangi kesedihan dan kerinduan
tapi bagaimana belajar darinya

7. jatuh cinta itu
jatuh tapi jangan terhuyung-huyung
konsisten tapi jangan memaksa
berbagi dan jangan bersikap tidak adil
mengerti dan coba untuk tidak banyak menuntut
sedih tapi jangan pernah simpan kesedihan itu

8. memang sakit melihat orang yang kamu sayangi bahagia dengan orang lain
tapi lebih sakit lagi jika orang yang kamu sayangi tidak bahagia bersama kamu

9. hal yang paling menyedihkan dalam hidup adalah
ketika kamu menemukan seseorang kemudian menyayanginya, namun hanya untuk menemukan bahwa dia bukan untuk kamu dan kamu sudah menghabiskan banyak waktu untuk orang yang tidak pernah menghargainya
jika dia tidak 'worth it' saat ini, maka dia memang tidak akan pernah 'worth it' setahun lagi ataupun 10 tahun lagi biarkan dia pergi

10. kadang Tuhan mengetahui yang terbaik
kadang Tuhan akan memberi kesusahan untuk menguji kita
kadang Tuhan melukai hati kita supaya hikmat-Nya bisa tertanam dalam

jika kita kehilangan cinta, maka pasti ada alasan dibaliknya
alasan yang meskipun sulit dimengerti, namun kita tetap harus percaya bahwa ketika Tuhan mengambil sesuatu, maka Tuhan telah siap memberi yang lebih baik

11. mengapa menunggu?
karena walaupun kita ingin mengambil keputusan
kita tidak ingin tergesa-gesa
karena walaupun kita ingin cepat-cepat
kita tidak ingin ceroboh
karena walaupun kita ingin segera menemukan orang yang kita sayangi
kita tidak ingin kehilangan jati diri kita dalam proses pencarian itu

12. kebanyakan hal yang indah dalam hidup memerlukan waktu yang lama
dan penantian kita tidaklah sia-sia
lebih baik menunggu orang yang kita inginkan
dibanding memilih apa yang ada
lebih baik menunggu orang yang kita sayangi
dibanding memuaskan diri dengan apa yang ada
tetap lebih baik menunggu orang yang tepat
karena hidup ini terlalu singkat untuk dilewatkan bersama pilihan yang salah

13. pada akhirnya Tuhan dalam segala hikmat-Nya
meminta kita menunggu karena alasan yang penting

walaupun menunggu membutuhkan banyak hal - iman, keberanian, dan pengharapan - penantian menjanjikan satu hal yang tidak dapat seorangpun bayangkan

♥Beautiw♥

F*ck Die Copycat!

"am cool, am cooler than you. you're big bastard!" 
-SynGates- 
♥Beautiw♥

A Little Piece of Jimbo

December 28, 2009 was the horrible day for me and the rest of the A7X fans especially for the band members and his fiancee, Leana Silver. James Owen Sullivan a.k.a The Reverend had been found dead by his fiancee Leana Silver. So far, his family and  friends won't tell about the cause of Jimmy's death for public. But Today, the curtain was opened.

I found the article about Jimmy, the headline said "Penyebab Kematian Drummer A7X Terungkap". So I opened it quickly and read its detail. Here's the link: clic here!

one of the cause is: "Acute polydrug intoxication due to combined effects of Oxycodone, Oxymorphone, Diazepam/Nordiazepam and ethanol."
Suddenly the world was become so blue, I feel sad, horrid, bad, sorrow, and weak. I'm sure that the family, friends, and fans feel it too. 

I just feel sorry to Leana, I can't even think about how she feels currently to know that her love of her life has gone, foREVer gone! 

"i'm cryin really hard when i found my fiance died... Dec 28 2009. its almost new years eve! and i've got something special for him. i bought a cute couple mug and a pair of cute socks for him.

i guess, it just no right to think if jimmy's already gone... cos jimmy's live foREVer in my heart.

             [well... I LOVE YOU ALWAYS, MY JIMBOOO...]

okay, well, next to my life after jimmy's passed away.

i felt emptier inside.. totally, i miss every laughs that he made, i miss every single time when he told me that he love me, and i miss every jokes that he made."

here's some pictures of them, they looked soooo happy. But it was so yesterday!

As a fans I just can say, good bye Jimmy, you are the best! May you find some comforts there. We love you Jimbo!

"being a FANS is just like LOVING someone, we have to keep strong in happiness and sorrow, also through the weakness and strength together" 
  

"we're not adding a new member,

that's just not going to f**king happen"

-Syn Gates-

 

"[people] don't understand that he was my f**king brother,

he wasn't my f**king drummer"

-M. Shadows-

♥ Beautiw ♥

emmm idk for real

when everything is turning dark

and actually it's narcissistic . lol

The Power of the Dream

In this special occasion I would like to say a big thank you for Allah swt for giving me a chance to stand here in front of you, and Mr.Ali Mustofa my lecture and all of you my dearest friends for coming here.

The topic of my speech today is, The Power of the Dream.

Have you ever had a dream to graduate someday?

Have you ever had a dream to be the best graduate someday?

Have you ever had a dream to make your own money, build and living in your own big house?

Have you ever had a dream to have a perfect family in your life and your afterlife?

If the answers are yes, then you have to stare me and listen to my speech well.

ladies and gentlemen, in this life we need what it called dream. Dream is just like a million light of hope for all the people. Even the poorest people who don’t have a piece of money still can stand with only their dreams. Because, dream is free, simple, and easy to do. Even you don’t have to wait until you fall asleep for dreaming. But, don’t underestimate it. The power and the magic of the dream is ain’t that easy. Dream can lead you to your brighter future, dream is one of the way for you to know who you are exactly, what do you want in your life and what is your real desire. Dream is one of the way to pursuit your happiness.

If you have a dream, don’t be afraid. Are you afraid to fall? No, don’t be afraid of that. I have a nice proverb for you “everything will be okay at the end, if it is not okay, so it’s not the end yet”. It means that, if you fall, stand up and run and chase your dream again. Just don’t give up, because God never throw stones that you can’t catch.

If you have a dream, chase it

If you have a dream, chase it as hard as you can and do your best to make it come true.

Ladies and gentlemen,

There are three types of a dreamer, the first type is someone who chase and reach it. The second type is someone who throw it and let it go. And the third type is someone who just don’t brave enough to reach it and will keep it till the end of their time. So ladies and gentlemen, which person are you belong to? Is that the first, the second, or maybe the third? You can find the answer in your own heart and mind. Because, you are the only person who know your self better than the others. So I’m sure that all of you here are want to make your dream come true, right?

So now, I’m going to show you the steps for making you dream come true.

First, just believe in your heart that you can do that. Just believe in your heart that you can reach that. Shout out loudly to your heart that you can. Yes, I can! Because somehow, suggest our own heart is work to give a positive energies to our brain and automatically our brain will do what our heart wants.

The second, you have to make some efforts to reach your goal, because you’ve got to fight for your every dream. You can’t just sit in your front house without do nothing, that’s impossible. You have to work and study as hard as you can. Work and study in the hardest way like there’s no tomorrow. Make your self discipline and in a high determination in your every effort. Never stop until you get what you want. Do your best and God does the rest.

The last step but not least, let God show you the best way. If God will, the answer of your efforts is success. But if the answer is fail, then it is not your turn yet. Just keep struggling it and someday the victory is yours.

So now, the problem is, if you successfully reach your dream, would you stop there?

If I were you, I wouldn’t stop there. Because I’m sure that, all of us have a million dreams. If we have done with one dream, chase another.

The conclusion of my speech today is, be the fighter of your dream.

Thank you :)

well that was actually my speech text on speaking class last monday, I thought it was awesome :)

I made it myself.