a big amen! :)

Your Sign Lord Jupiter is in good position and will bless PISCES in getting good job and success in the tests or the interviews provided you work hard and remain focused on your goals.

-grab em from here

beautiw

I am the second :)

Some seek happiness by traveling the world or into the wild like Christopher McCandless. Some must have felt happier only by coming home.

–Alanda Kariza

Ps: im the second, I feel loved at home :)

EPIC TROY

“This war will never be forgotten, nor will the heroes who fought in it”

“Men are haunted by the vastness of eternity. And so we ask ourselves: will our actions echo across the centuries? Will strangers hear our names long after we are gone and wonder who we were, how bravely we fought, how fiercely we loved?”

 -Odysseus-

 ps: I promise I'll tell this story to my son and daughter, the glory of Achilles.

I Hold My Faith and Trust

if you want something you never had, you must be willing to do something you've never done.

- IslamicThinking -

call me super excited or whatever

when I was a little, I remember when I have already design my future. I remember when I was nine or ten, I told my parents that I want to continue my study until university, thing that my family rarely do because most of them only stop until high school or so. 

am I too excited?

when I was in the 6th grade of elementary school, I already knew which junior high that I choose, I told my parents about that school and I made it. also when I have decided my own senior high.

am I too excited?

those are things that I always do since I was a little until now. sometimes I think it myself "am I too excited? or walk forward too far?"

because if I'm talking with my schoolmates, rare of them think as far as I do. Maybe I don't know, or they won't share it with me, I don't know.

Just like now, me now is the 6th semester student, guess what I think of now? not about 

"what task should I do for tomorrow?" 

but

"what can I write for my final thesis?" 

and 

"can I take Psychology major for my master?"

those are things that lately hanging on my head, maybe you guys think that it's too far to think about that, but not for me. I don't force myself to have such kind of thinking but yeah that's me. and I am proud to be me :)

Beautiw

Welcome to The New Jungle!

ohai people! :)

seems like forever since my last article coz I always post some shit during my holiday, haha. How you guys doing? me? ummm today is my last semester holiday, bcoz tomorrow I will back to my LOVELY campus, again! 

heckyeah, a little review about my last semester, it was fun actually. I really enjoy my struggle, happiness, even for my litres of tears --" I try to do my best in my every subject, I always attend the class and respect my every lecturer. With hoping that I would end up my semester with a VERY BIG SMILE in my lips. Overall, my scores are okay. even I can't deny the appearance of "C" over there. I cry almost loud knowing that, nothing but I don't know what do I have to say to my parents especially my dad :( it's better actually than last semester but yeahh I'm not satisfied enough with these results.

But that's okay, I try to keep smiling in my every day although it hurts inside. I promise myself to not give up and give in. Just like Winston Churchill said:

"Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm"

I note those words very well, sir!

I'm not going to give up this early, bcoz there are million dreams for me to chase and higher skies to reach! 

So yeahh, my promise for this semester, as I always do before, I will do my best. I'll kick unimportant thing, struggle and keep on my faith. For my dreams!
this might be a greater adventure \m/
sooooooooo

WELCOME TO THE NEW JUNGLE, TIWI!

Beautiw 

another sad song

that M.Shadows' words has tearing me, I almost cry reading that :')

I love you Jimmy, I love you very much!

I miss you :'(

Beautiw

Sharing Aja Dehh

umm random aja c tiba-tiba pengen posting kata-kata ini:

"hanya mereka yang terpilih yang akan diuji oleh Allah"

kalo kata sebagian orang, manusia itu akan diuji sesuai batas kemampuan, saya setuju. nah ini ada contoh kasus, ada dua orang dengan usia yang sama, orang pertama diuji dengan ujian yang cukup berat menurut saya, tapi orang kedua justru menjalankan hidupnya dengan adem ayem seperti tanpa masalah. oke, ga usah pedulikan orang pertama dulu, saya bahas sebentar orang yang kedua. ada beberapa kemungkinan mengapa orang kedua ini terlihat begitu baik-baik saja, bisa karena memang hidupnya serba enak, bisa karena dia terlalu cuek untuk memikirkan masalahnya, atau memang dia tidak pernah punya masalah, atauu, dia sengaja menyembunyikan semua itu sehingga terkesan memang baik-baik saja.

lalu bagaimana dengan dua orang yang saya perbandingkan tadi?

orang pertama tentu dia akan matang secara emosional lebih cepat daripada orang kedua, atau bahkan orang kedua justru yang lebih dewasa jika dia dikategorikan sebagai orang yang "menutupi masalahnya". karena sepengetahuan saya, orang dewasa akan cenderung menyimpan sendiri masalahnya atau hanya sharing kepada orang-orang terdekat. yaaa kalo begitu kategorikan saja dia jadi orang pertama..haha

intinya saya setuju dengan kata-kata diatas yang tiba-tiba muncul di benak saya, memang ujian itu hanya berlaku untuk mereka yang terpilih. nahh, masalah tidak berhenti sampai disini, ada dua lagi kategori untuk orang yang menerima ujian. orang pertama dikatakan lulus dan naik tingkat apabila ia mampu mengambil sisi baik dari ujian tersebut, lebih matang dalam berpikir dan bersikap, dan ia pasti punya kecenderungan untuk berubah menjadi manusia yang lebih baik lagi. kategori kedua adalah mereka yang terlalu picik menilai suatu masalah sehingga mereka akan cenderung menyalahkan Allah (naudzubillah) dan lari dari masalah, orang ini biasanya tidak akan berubah walaupun ibaratnya dihantam batu segede gunung semeru sekalipun.lol

saya percaya, Allah telah memberikan  porsi yang sama untuk setiap makhluknya. mungkin waktunya yang berbeda. dengan berbagai ragam ujian yang Allah berikan kepada semua manusia, saya percaya bahwa itu semua untuk menjadikan kita semua hambaNya yang paling mulia.

Beautiw

Welcome 2011

  Happy New Year :)

well I don't have any special resolutions coz I want my new year goes without plan or I want what will happen next year would be a surprise for me :)

so what's your resolutions fellas?

Beautiw

Indonesia Masih Harus Menunggu

Hari ini, 29 Desember 2010, hari ketika ratusan juta rakyat Indonesia memanjatkan doa yang sama. Doa agar Timnas Garuda memenangkan final piala AFF melawan Malaysia. 
Berjuta harapan kita panjatkan untuk mengakhiri dahaga gelar juara untuk cabang sepak bola selama 14 tahun. Sangat wajar Euforia yang terjadi mengingat kita sangat perkasa di babak awal penyisihan, menang 5-1 lawan Malaysia, 6-0 lawan Laos, hingga mengalahkan musuh lama Thailand 2-1.

Euforia ini sejenak mengingatkan saya pada tahun 2004, ketika Indonesia sangat superior di babak penyisihan tapi kalah di babak final lawan Singapura. Perasaan itu menghantui saya melihat antusias dan optimisme teman-teman. Bukan maksud saya untuk pesimis, tapi bukankah kita juga harus menyiapkan kemungkinan terburuk dalam segala hal?

Tamparan pertama terjadi ketika final leg pertama di Malaysia. Tidak tanggung-tanggung kita digilas Malaysia dengan skor yang cukup telak 3-0. Prestasi terburuk selama akumulasi head-to-head dengan Malaysia. Hal ini sontak membuat publik tercengang. Namun yang saya salutkan, kita bangsa Indonesia masih punya kobaran api yang membara, optimisme untuk membalas kegagalan tersebut. Ditengah kontroversi akan issue kecurangan yang dilakukan suporter Malaysia, demi Tuhan, apapun, saya bangga dengan semangat teman-teman saya sebangsa dan setanah air.

Hari ini adalah saksi betapa bersatunya kami rakyat Indonesia. Ditengah kesibukan dunia masing-masing, paling tidak masih terselip doa untuk Timnas kita di masa sulit seperti ini. Saya yakin, hampir seluruh rakyat Indonesia punya doa yang sama, saya yakin! 

Kami bersatu untuk sesuatu yang indah, dahaga selama 14 tahun, juga sebagai kado akhir tahun yang manis. Sangat dimaklumi karena di tahun ini, Indonesia bisa dibilang kenyang dengan yang namanya "ujian" Tuhan, gempa wasior, tsunami mentawai, hingga bencana Merapi. Sangat dimaklumi betapa kami sangat menginginkan secuil kebahagiaan. Agar kami bisa berkata dengan bangga sambil menepuk dada 

"SAYA BANGGA MENJADI RAKYAT INDONESIA!"

Tapi kadang doa itu tidak selalu dikabulkan. Tuhan punya kuasa dan Dia sudah memainkan perannya dengan baik disini. Allah made it all, kita sudah berdoa, punggawa timnas telah keras berusaha, tapi Tuhan berkata lain. Pada final leg kedua di Gelora Bung Karno, Jakarta, Indonesia menang memang, 2-1. Tapi kemenangan itu menjadi sedikit sia-sia melihat akumulasi goal yang kita dapat waktu bermain di Malaysia. Sakit, sedih, marah, sesal, apapun itu pasti campur aduk dalam benak setiap pribumi. Mengingat begitu banyak duri yang Malaysia tanam di hati kami. Memang susah untuk mengerti ini semua, kita ingin menang tapi nasib berkata lain.

Saya tidak mau sok bijak untuk menyuruh kita semua sabar dan legowo, se-ikhlasnya kita menerima semua ini, pasti rasa kecewa itu ada, pasti! Tapi, yaa sudahlah, kita mau bagaimana? marah juga tidak mungkin, tidak akan mengubah situasi. But Dear Indonesians, God loves us all. Percaya bahwa Tuhan selalu memberikan yang terbaik, hanya kemasannya saja yang tidak enak. Percaya saja bahwa akan ada kejutan yang membahagiakan bagi kita semua. It's just a matter of time, all we need is just a little patience :)

Terakhir saya hanya bisa mengucapkan terima kasih atas perjuangan seluruh punggawa Merah-Putih, and the greatest man behind them, Alfred Riedl. Mengutip judul artikel Bambang Pamungkas "Indonesia Masih Bisa", memang kita masih bisa, pasti bisa. Tapi mungkin sekarang kondisi yang pas adalah

INDONESIA MASIH HARUS MENUNGGU :)

Beautiw

Happy Mother's Day

Dear mommy, I know..

I know I'm not that kinda good girl

I know we're sometimes fighting, yelling, arguing each other

I know that maybe I made you cry without I realize

I know I made you mad, angry, or maybe disappointed

I know I can't give you something best yet

I know I can't prepared my own need myself without you, mom

But dear mommy, I just want you to know that

I love you more than I should

I love you more than everything

I love you till the sea's gone dry

I love you for every words I never say

I love you in every fighting we fight together

Dear mommy, I thank to you

Thank you for giving me and lil sissy our best

Thank you for giving us your eternally love

Thank you for your every shout

Thank you for your every anger

Thank you for your love shower

Dear mommy, I love you

Happy Mother's Day!

-your beloved naughty daughter, Tiwi-

:'(

Coffeelicious

Keluarga, sahabat, pacar (kalo ada) pasti tau kalo saya sukaaaa sekali sama yang namanya KOPI.

Ga terlalu addicted sii, tapi lumayan sering..hehe

Pasti tiap minggu ngopi lah, tapi paket irit dan higienis aja lahh

secara saya ini wong kere XD

ga perlu ngopi di Starbucks atau Excelso, cukup di rumah sajaaa :)

Anyway, gara-gara sering ngopi, saya iseng aja buat googling tentang tipikal orang yang suka sama kopi. Dan ini lah hasilnya :)

  

Orang yang suka minum kopi dibilang berkepribadian pekerja keras dan prefeksionis. Demi harga diri, dia pantang meminta bantuan pada orang lain saat mengerjakan sesuatu. Dibutuhkan usaha ekstra untuk menaklukkan mereka yang menyukai kopi karena mereka agak kaku. Perlahan tapi pasti, ajaklah mereka yang suka kopi untuk lebih santai menikmati hidup. (ngintip dari sini :D)

Nah ada lagi yang bilang gini: 

"Penyuka jenis ini termasuk orang yang santai dalam menghadapi apa pun. Tidak mau diburu-buru, meski pada akhirnya segala sesuatu dapat dibereskannya. Hidup baginya seperti menikmati cappucino, ringan namun tetap nikmat." 

one thing for sure, coffee can cheer up my mood :)

it causes an impact for my twitter BG.lol

Beautiw

West Coast West Coast

I bought a one way ticket
Cause I knew I'd never see the ground
Unless I was aboard a jet plane
And we were going down
When I wiped the tears from my eyes
The warm water took me by surprise
And I woke up beside the ocean
I realized I must be in California

Owl City - West Coast Friendship

I have a very big, even it's nearly impossible.

but this is my dream and am proud to say that

I want to live in California someday!

that Owl City's song become my daily anthem

that song keeping me up and up

keeping me dare to chase my dream

because I don't want if it's only a dream

I want it real!

then someday am gonna loudly say:

"California, here I come!"

:')

We've been on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for #1
California here we come

Nothing's gonna stop me now
California here we come

Phantom Planet - California

Beautiw

L.O.V.E

it's a simple symbol composed of two important components in a relationship:

*love and less than three*

it means that love is less than three and it has no space for the third party! =)

GO TO HELL, BITCH!

Hey Gorgeous, Come Back!

I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you
When it lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands are untied

So far away

  And I need you to know  

So far away
And I need you to
I need you to know

Avenged Sevenfold - So Far Away 

F*ck Die Copycat!

"am cool, am cooler than you. you're big bastard!" 
-SynGates- 
♥Beautiw♥

The Power of the Dream

In this special occasion I would like to say a big thank you for Allah swt for giving me a chance to stand here in front of you, and Mr.Ali Mustofa my lecture and all of you my dearest friends for coming here.

The topic of my speech today is, The Power of the Dream.

Have you ever had a dream to graduate someday?

Have you ever had a dream to be the best graduate someday?

Have you ever had a dream to make your own money, build and living in your own big house?

Have you ever had a dream to have a perfect family in your life and your afterlife?

If the answers are yes, then you have to stare me and listen to my speech well.

ladies and gentlemen, in this life we need what it called dream. Dream is just like a million light of hope for all the people. Even the poorest people who don’t have a piece of money still can stand with only their dreams. Because, dream is free, simple, and easy to do. Even you don’t have to wait until you fall asleep for dreaming. But, don’t underestimate it. The power and the magic of the dream is ain’t that easy. Dream can lead you to your brighter future, dream is one of the way for you to know who you are exactly, what do you want in your life and what is your real desire. Dream is one of the way to pursuit your happiness.

If you have a dream, don’t be afraid. Are you afraid to fall? No, don’t be afraid of that. I have a nice proverb for you “everything will be okay at the end, if it is not okay, so it’s not the end yet”. It means that, if you fall, stand up and run and chase your dream again. Just don’t give up, because God never throw stones that you can’t catch.

If you have a dream, chase it

If you have a dream, chase it as hard as you can and do your best to make it come true.

Ladies and gentlemen,

There are three types of a dreamer, the first type is someone who chase and reach it. The second type is someone who throw it and let it go. And the third type is someone who just don’t brave enough to reach it and will keep it till the end of their time. So ladies and gentlemen, which person are you belong to? Is that the first, the second, or maybe the third? You can find the answer in your own heart and mind. Because, you are the only person who know your self better than the others. So I’m sure that all of you here are want to make your dream come true, right?

So now, I’m going to show you the steps for making you dream come true.

First, just believe in your heart that you can do that. Just believe in your heart that you can reach that. Shout out loudly to your heart that you can. Yes, I can! Because somehow, suggest our own heart is work to give a positive energies to our brain and automatically our brain will do what our heart wants.

The second, you have to make some efforts to reach your goal, because you’ve got to fight for your every dream. You can’t just sit in your front house without do nothing, that’s impossible. You have to work and study as hard as you can. Work and study in the hardest way like there’s no tomorrow. Make your self discipline and in a high determination in your every effort. Never stop until you get what you want. Do your best and God does the rest.

The last step but not least, let God show you the best way. If God will, the answer of your efforts is success. But if the answer is fail, then it is not your turn yet. Just keep struggling it and someday the victory is yours.

So now, the problem is, if you successfully reach your dream, would you stop there?

If I were you, I wouldn’t stop there. Because I’m sure that, all of us have a million dreams. If we have done with one dream, chase another.

The conclusion of my speech today is, be the fighter of your dream.

Thank you :)

well that was actually my speech text on speaking class last monday, I thought it was awesome :)

I made it myself.